How do you recover from that?

I am starting this blog mainly because I think it will help me get some stuff off my chest for a while.  This blog is basically what I am going to 'vent' to.  If you don't want to hear what I have to 'vent' about, then don't bother reading this because frankly, you'll be wasting your time.  I thought that I had a sister to talk to, but I was wrong. I thought I had parents to talk to, but they always turn things on me as though they were my fault. I thought I had a best friend to talk to, but he moved.     & The sad part about that is, we never got to say goodbye.  Boo hoo.  I'll get over it.  I thought I had a boyfriend that I could talk to, but he 'wasn't feeling the relationship'. I thought a lot of things, but obviously my mind played many tricks on me.  So here I am, on this computer, wasting my time, some may think, but I am doing this for me.  I need someone, or in this case something to talk to, and if it means using a computer to 'talk' to, then so be it.  


Basically what I mean by 'How do you recover from that?' as my title for this blog, is the obvious question, how do you really recover from something so little yet, so big.  Or how does a mother and father recover from the loss of their 3 year old child in a car accident.  Recently this past week, my (ex)boyfriend and I broke up because, like I said earlier, he 'wasn't feeling the relationship'.  I am still upset about it, but I know I will slowly get over it.  But how does a family 'get over' loosing a child?  I could NEVER imagine the pain they are going through.  And yet I am sitting here complaining about something I cannot change.  It makes me sad; everything.  Yeah, I know, life isn't fair.  But you know what, a lot of things are not fair.  


So please, everyone, when there is something that ticks you off, makes you mad, or just aggravates you even the slightest bit, think about such things before you complain about it, because for most of you, you have it way better than a lot of other people. 


If I say, ‘I will forget my complaint, I will change my expression, and smile,’ -Job 9:27


Think about this verse as you finish reading and please, if you will, take it to heart.



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