I didn't post a blog yesterday,

Sorry. & I don't really feel like posting one for today (except of course this one). I am just not in the mood.

Sooooo, I forgot to post a blog on December 17, 2010.

So here it is. It is currently 12:47:19 am on December 18th, 2010.  I am doing this blog for yesterdays blog because since it is night-time, I thought that it would still count (:

Mannnnnn :(

Tomorrow I think we still have school; there is a two hour delay.... :( :( :(

This is how I felt when I found out that we have school tomorrow, haha (:

SNOWWW!

Okay, so I was talking to my friend yesterday and she asked me if I could take her to school today.  I said yes as long as she called me at 7:00 to wake me up.  So I woke up at 8:06 this morning freaking out because I had woken up late.  But yesterday, everyone was thinking there wouldn't be any school because of snow.  So I run to my window to see that there IS NO SNOW.  I started rushing to get ready, and at about 8:20 ish, as I am getting ready to leave for school, I hear my brother in his room playing his video game.  I walk in there, 'Aren't you going to school?!?!'.  He responds with, 'AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, you thought there was school!'.  He then told his friends that he was playing with. And I was like, 'WHAAAAT?!'.  But anyway, for all who are wondering, there is NO SCHOOL TODAY. (:

I didn't take this, but I love this picture (: 

Have fun in the snow (when it comes) & drive safe!

Snow in Virginia in early December?

I am not in that great of a mood tonight, but I started this blog in a good mood, so I will finish it, since I want to get at least one blog a day posted up here.

It snowed yesterday a little bit. This was taken during the day at school.

Happy Birthday Poppee (:

So today is my grandma's birthday.  She passed away a few years ago.  She would have been I think like 76 or 77.  She was a great grandma and I loved her.  She was so nice to all of us grandchildren and I appreciate that.  Exactly one month ago from today was her 3 years of passing away (if that's how you say it).  I miss her a lot and it has been very different with out her, especially at family gatherings, birthday parties, etc.  On the day of her funeral, I especially felt bad for my dad because as I was getting ready, I heard him crying in the kitchen.  I though about it, and it made me quite sad at the thought of my mom passing away.  I mean, of course he would be sad, I mean she was his mom.  I felt sad for my two aunts as well.  They were all so close to her.  We all cried at her funeral; she was an amazing woman, mother, 'Poppee', and friend.  I will miss her dearly.

This isn't the best picture ever, but it'll do. 

Photography or Culinary?

That is the question.  Today my mom and I talked about what I should do once I am through with high school.  Since day 1 of high school, I thought it would be culinary arts.  I thought I would have my own restaurant one day.  However, I have, in the past year or so, found a new passion inside me, photography.  I have always liked looking at 'super cool' pictures that I have seen on the internet, magazines, etc.  I started using my dad's Canon to take pictures of random things outside my house (horses, flowers, plants, animals, you get the picture, literally), and after I edited them a little bit, they looked pretty legit if I say so myself.  I would love love love love to do that after high school, but I just don't know if that is what I really want to do.  Well at least for a life career.  You see, my mom also said that I am a good writer.  All it is, is simply what I am feeling, I put it down on paper, or in this case, I type it on a computer.  I enjoy all three things so much and I just don't know which one is right for me.  I guess I need to find out soon.

Rain rain, go away, that's what all my haters say.

So, I just got back from putting my two lovely horses in the barn, that is located in my backyard.  I knew it would be cold so I put on a scarf, my UGG boots, and my Carhartt jacket, which I love by the way.  I walked outside to ou guessed it, pouring rain. Yes that's right, pouring rain. I was not pleased. However, I did feel quite bad for those two lovely horses that had been standing in it for quite sometime. I went to put them in the barn and they of course came right in, being that they were soaking wet. I scraped the excess water off of Brownie, one of my horses.  And I decided to leave Max alone since him and I have had some bad memories; I didn't want to take any chances.  So as I left the barn I said goodbye to the horses as well as Buddy, our barn cat, and walked through the rain into my warm house.  

Tomorrow is gonna suckkkkk :(

First of all, it is gonna suck because it is Monday. Second of all, it is gonna suck even more because tomorrow is supposed to my 1 month with Mattttt :(

Dear Sleep,

I love you & I will see you soon (: ♥

No nine year old should whip anything real hard.

Nuffff said.

How do you recover from that?

I am starting this blog mainly because I think it will help me get some stuff off my chest for a while.  This blog is basically what I am going to 'vent' to.  If you don't want to hear what I have to 'vent' about, then don't bother reading this because frankly, you'll be wasting your time.  I thought that I had a sister to talk to, but I was wrong. I thought I had parents to talk to, but they always turn things on me as though they were my fault. I thought I had a best friend to talk to, but he moved.     & The sad part about that is, we never got to say goodbye.  Boo hoo.  I'll get over it.  I thought I had a boyfriend that I could talk to, but he 'wasn't feeling the relationship'. I thought a lot of things, but obviously my mind played many tricks on me.  So here I am, on this computer, wasting my time, some may think, but I am doing this for me.  I need someone, or in this case something to talk to, and if it means using a computer to 'talk' to, then so be it.  


Basically what I mean by 'How do you recover from that?' as my title for this blog, is the obvious question, how do you really recover from something so little yet, so big.  Or how does a mother and father recover from the loss of their 3 year old child in a car accident.  Recently this past week, my (ex)boyfriend and I broke up because, like I said earlier, he 'wasn't feeling the relationship'.  I am still upset about it, but I know I will slowly get over it.  But how does a family 'get over' loosing a child?  I could NEVER imagine the pain they are going through.  And yet I am sitting here complaining about something I cannot change.  It makes me sad; everything.  Yeah, I know, life isn't fair.  But you know what, a lot of things are not fair.  


So please, everyone, when there is something that ticks you off, makes you mad, or just aggravates you even the slightest bit, think about such things before you complain about it, because for most of you, you have it way better than a lot of other people. 


If I say, ‘I will forget my complaint, I will change my expression, and smile,’ -Job 9:27


Think about this verse as you finish reading and please, if you will, take it to heart.



♥